which way?

wednesday.
my head of department, who asked me to come over to sg to work under her, has tendered her resignation.
this happened very sudden and due to many reasons.
at first i was very disappointed and sad, coz i considered a lot b4 i took this step of faith to step into sg, leaving my comfort zone and everything... just becoz of her offer. and becoz of her, i know i am able to learn and gain exposures... who knows... yet i was only here for 2 mths, she quit.
many people might think "how can ur friend betray u" etc etc...
i did ask God, why?
eventho i understand my friend's situation, i know God is there to help, but this insecurity and fear was kept within me, i am afraid of this new environment and everything here.
so many uncertainties lie ahead of me, can't even see a clear picture, not sure this company will confirm me... well, still another 4 mths to go for my probation to be ended! sighs!
i was really troubled for the past few days but i couldnt think so much coz i was down with very bad flu... sick for many days... :(
however, God asked me, " are ur problems big? don't I bigger than ur problems?" "u doubt My leading??"
of coz i don't doubt... this really taught me to rely on Him more each day, without Him, i can do nothing. at this crossroad... how? which way to turn? turn back to jb?
anyway... God will hold my hand and walk ahead of me... and i will take a step at each time...
i believe God will show me His purpose in leading me to sg. slowly... and i will realise.