Sat. Teenz.
i walked into canaan hall, as usual, i asked God to speak to me.
Sun. English Service.
i did the same thing. and God said the same thing to me.
Lay it all before me! He said.
I was challenged before the camp, during the camp, after the camp... until today. God has been asking me to lay everything i hold on hand and submit to Him... Offer my life... be a living sacrifice...
How hard, God... How hard! There are many things I desire, things that I think I need, things I long for, things i want to do... i dunno how to lay them all before You! i am still learning how to surrender 100% to You...
spending time with God in the morning and at night doesnt seem to be enough.
Day in, day out. Morning rush to work, working till evening, dinner with friends or go home practising guitar, making cards, reading, learning graphic design etc...
i need to live out every moment for Him, including my busy time.
sometimes i tend to aim at the reward at the finishing of the race and i did not run a good race, rushing to the end n get the reward doesnt mean anything -- what i ve done during the race matters.
from today onwards, i want to run a good race... involve Him in every moment of my life....
I want to live to serve His majesty.
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